26. Just a short little post

this post is come from my deep heart. really deep in my heart. how sadness. haih. i don't see the point why i should continuing blogging during this time. kuat sungguh jasad aku duduk bertafakur atas kerusi lab ni search for internship position for accounting student. ohh well, dah pun send email kat company yang aku rasa sesuai. MELAKA. Done ! JOHOR. in progress ! InsyaAllah ade rezeki boleh dapat. macam ni ke rasanya lepas grad nanti nak cari tempat mencari rezeki. hee nak kena drive kereta pergi kerja sendiri adalah satu cabaran baru yang aku rasa mungkin akan mengakibatkan kejadian yang tidak di ingini. hope semua baik baik aje.

I know I should work towards my goals and leave the rest to Allah. I know I shouldn't be living in my past nor daydream relentlessly about my future. I know these things, so I'm still wondering, why am I even thinking like this?